bored

*sigh* i'm so so bored tonight. feeling a bit lonely too, rach and bob are both out, ben and lucy are downstairs but i dont really want to intrude. i dont like being the only singleton in the house. i cant even turn to msn for solace, it's really playing up and keeps signing me out. dammit. not that theres really anyone good online to talk to. i dont feel like i've really spoken to anyone much today. *sigh* i need some friends. and a hug.