Am I a guy's girl??

Right, just taking a break from essay writing. It's meant to be 2500 words, I've done 1556. It's due in 20mins. Bugger. I decided about half an hour ago that there was no way I'd be handing it in today. So I'm now gonna sit here at the avenue until it's finished, and I'm going to try and make it good!! I figure that that way at least i'll lose 5% of a ok mark rather than just hand it in today and get a rubbish mark!!

Well last night was ROCK at the union, was good fun as usual, I really enjoyed DJing the last hour with Mac and Steph. It was kinda cool to have a bit of power cos I think whenever I've been involved with a long set before Bob has always been with me and I think I tend to rely on him too much for advice about what to play. Also happy cos I spoke to someone that i'd stop being able to talk to cos I was getting so nervous. Not like it was a long chat or anything but I feel as tho I have now broken the mental ice and I'll stop being weird about speaking to him.

I also realised something last night..........I only talk to guys. It's weird but when I think about it I never really talk to girls when I'm out. It's not a conscious thing and I do speak to girls but I don't really seem to have conversations with them...hmm. I have always said that I prefer male company anyway, I think they're often more interesting than girls.......but saying that isn't really fair to my sex......maybe I'm just a flirt....

Another thing I realised is that I talk an awful lot of shit sometimes, it's not like I gabble on or anything, I just say some weird things that dont really make sense to anyone but me....sometimes I think that I shouldn't be allowed to say words!