must do work!

ahh last night was great! i drank sooo much (of course) and i danced my socks off, was most excellent!! i seem to have a recollection of stepping on someone's feet, i hope it wasnt anyone i know!! ooh just saw pizza on tv, how good would that be?! i'm trying not to write about men, it's quite difficult!!

Am I a guy's girl??

Right, just taking a break from essay writing. It's meant to be 2500 words, I've done 1556. It's due in 20mins. Bugger. I decided about half an hour ago that there was no way I'd be handing it in today. So I'm now gonna sit here at the avenue until it's finished, and I'm going to try and make it good!! I figure that that way at least i'll lose 5% of a ok mark rather than just hand it in today and get a rubbish mark!!

Well last night was ROCK at the union, was good fun as usual, I really enjoyed DJing the last hour with Mac and Steph. It was kinda cool to have a bit of power cos I think whenever I've been involved with a long set before Bob has always been with me and I think I tend to rely on him too much for advice about what to play. Also happy cos I spoke to someone that i'd stop being able to talk to cos I was getting so nervous. Not like it was a long chat or anything but I feel as tho I have now broken the mental ice and I'll stop being weird about speaking to him.

I also realised something last night..........I only talk to guys. It's weird but when I think about it I never really talk to girls when I'm out. It's not a conscious thing and I do speak to girls but I don't really seem to have conversations with them...hmm. I have always said that I prefer male company anyway, I think they're often more interesting than girls.......but saying that isn't really fair to my sex......maybe I'm just a flirt....

Another thing I realised is that I talk an awful lot of shit sometimes, it's not like I gabble on or anything, I just say some weird things that dont really make sense to anyone but me....sometimes I think that I shouldn't be allowed to say words!

No rest for the procrastinator!

Well I managed to get my project in yesterday........about 2 mins before the deadline!! Was so stressful, had big issues printing, as Ben will testify all I could say for about 20mins was 'fuckshitfuckshitohmygodohmygod!' Ran over to maths and made it just in time! *phew* felt like collapsing after that! Instead went to drink pints of green at clowns and then went to hobbit, where I met someone off my course who I didnt recognise (I'm sure I dont actually take any note of ppl who are there!) and hung out with some computer scientist freshers! One of them had some really cool trainers with the fattest tongues ever that had zips on! (would be great for carrying drugs around - lol) But shit, I broke them!! The zip was stuck and I tried to shut it but it broke!! Oops, i feel really bad now :S I also met this girl who told me I was really cool and that she really liked what I was wearing and that I had style! Hehehe, go me, she was really pretty too, hehe and only 16 (Which she really didnt want to admit to!!) What else? Hmm I met a new guy that I like...........and have come to the conclusion that this other guy I did stuff with is ignoring me....I really wanna be friends with him tho :s

Wish I could relax and have lots of fun this weekend but I cant :S Gotta write a 2000 word essay for tuesday..........I should probably choose the title!!

i'm a loser baby

Decided to go to Lennon's tonight afterall, had a bit of a lame night, i'm really not an indie chick....i dont mind the music, some of it i like even, i just dont think i can take it all in one night! Also just felt a bit lonely. There were lots of couples there and I think maybe i've made out i'm more ok with things than I really am.....I find myself having to look away a lot.......I need a man

drunkey drunkey face face

wooooooooo im drunk

think my set at lennon's went down well. nice. probably could have pulled tonight if i really tried. think it can wait tho. i have hiccups, violent hiccups. lots of work to do tomorrow. yargh.

*so* tired

yo.

rhinos was great last night. today my stomach muscles feel very odd, i presume this is from dancing like a crazy bitch all night :D i got rather drunk as per usual. as bob said on his blog he made me be brave. i shall explain! well it's kinda weird but i was on a bus back from town the other day and at one bus stop i looked out of the window into this shop where i saw this guy that looked kinda cute. i saw him again at rhinos last night and told bob this. got near the end of the night and i was being all like 'i wanna talk to him but i cant' so bob basically made me go and talk to him.....i talked a lot of rubbish naturally (the things i say when pissed really do amaze me) but then i got interrupted by this guy me and bob know bounding over and talking to me, he then went off. bob asked if i had got the cute guy's number, i hadnt, so he forced me to go back and get his number, which i did. yay. i doubt anything will happen but he did just reply to my text so you never know.....

i've also found an email address stored in my saved messages, i have no idea who it belongs to....

life is just full of ups and downs

had a crappy day today. decided to give myself a lie cos i've been going to bed really late for the past week and not had a proper sleep so i got up at one. half the day gone. got the library a few hours later, the book i need for my project has lost itself somewhere. realised that i'm gonna have to buy the book, then spent ages faffing about trying to get online, the uni computers wouldnt let me use amazon. came home and bought the book, 40 quid down the pan :( and it's not gonna be delievered til friday. bollocks. it started raining too, trust me to be wearing my most baggy trousers!

well at least teachers is on tonight, that will make me smile.

rocklite went quite well last night. there was a bombscare at the uni tho so we had to move it to the mitre. i dont really like the mitre that much (drinks are more expensive!) but it wasnt so bad in the end, tho i did feel a bit lost like i didnt really know who to talk to. quite a few ppl showed up, so what could have been a disaster was actually quite successful. everyone seemed to love the band....tho i couldnt get past the fact that the singer reminded me of the singer from rooster!

:)

you know sometimes you're just in a good mood and you dont know why? i like when this happens :)

i should really do some work, i care not today!

and then someone says something that really pisses you off. thanks.

*rage*

*anger*

writing this is notepad cos i cant get online

our internet connection is one of the most infuriating things ever. i dont think anyone else in our house cares tho, or else i'm sure ben and bob would have actually got a new router on friday when they said they would. they forgot the one which they need to return so didnt get a new one. god knows when we're gonna get one. i know ppl are busy but i just wish we could get this sorted. i'd do it myself but i have no idea about routers.....so i'll just bitch about it instead.

had a good weekend in london. went out to barbella on friday night forkirsty's birthday. it's a really nice restaurant, mexican food and cocktails! naturally seeing as me and hannah t were together we had lots to drink andgot fairly tipsy. blagged a lift with tara and tony to the nelson where we met up with the guys and hannah rowe and co. really nice to see everyone, copious hugs! i didnt really stay there long....ended up leaving everyoneand going to the anglers where other ppl i know were. spent the rest of the evening chatting with metalheads and then going back to their house for somejoints and watching the tour video of this guy's band. fell asleep around 5 am on the sofa under a sleeping bag that smelt of cider!

still cant connect...i'm sure someone lied to me, surely this is not broadband!

went to ronnie scott's jazz club in soho last night. was cool, smelly ben got us free tickets cos he works at abbey road. although we turned up late so we hadto wait a while for a table. felt very grown up to be in a place like that, also felt pretty drunk - 'wine then beer, you'll feel queer'....well i didnt feelqueer, just really tired! was kinda hard to enjoy the music when all you wanna do is sleep. amazing musicians tho.

coheed and cambria are quite good arent they?!

got into a bit of a political debate with smelly ben, he told me he doesnt vote.i think it's really important to vote so this annoyed me! his view was that hedoesnt think you should vote just for the sake of voting, only if you actually support and believe in a party. i agree with this to a certain extent but not voting doesnt actually say anything really. there is no way to distinguish a personwho is making a considered decision not to vote and someone who just cant be bothered. a spoilt ballot paper is a better way to go if you're gonna take this stance. my view is basically that some is going to win whether you vote or not so you might as well make it count. pick the least bad side if none of them really appeal for. sometimes it's a matter of voting to stop the one you dont want to win from winning. anyway, i've lost my train of thought.

time to make velcro letters

Return of the blog

I havent blogged for ages! maragah!

Americans - WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?! Half the country really are retarded, 50% more americans believe in genesis than evolution......and these are the people that who get to decide on the most powerful leader in the world. Great. We decided to stay up and watch the election last night....I guess we were hoping to witness history - was a bit of an anti-climax! Had pizza and cookies tho :) and we did get to giggle at the man with the lego hair :D

It's been long, I dont quite know what to write about. I have loads of work at the moment, it sucks, I cant do my coursework that's due in on friday. I'm gonna get up early tomorrow tho and hopefully i'll manage to get it done....