Too much cake in the house!

It's monday and i'm not at the bar!! Shock horror. Last week I drank loads every night from monday to saturday so i've decided this week to have a bit of a rest! I have loads of work that I should do anyway and I need to save money! We have an AIM pubcrawl to rhinos on wednesday which should be really good. I'm worried that no freshers will turn up tho! When we went to Nexus on friday hardly any came, but i'm gonna put this down to it being friday. I'm really not that into Nexus on a friday, it's just too indie for my liking, was quite annoying on friday cos ! was really drunk and wanted to dance loads but the music just wasnt what ! really wanted to hear, and the DJ wouldnt play Skunk Anansie, if that's not wrong then I don't know what is!!

Been moping slightly this evening and trying to avoid eating anymore of the chocolate cake that is in our fridge!! I also decided that our living room needed livening up a bit so I cut loads of things out of magazines and stuck em up on the wall. Still needs improving tho! My moping has mostly been to do with boy stuff. Last week I went on a date with a guy that I met online on the faceparty website. Yeah I know this is a bit weird but lots of people do it!! So I met up with him and it was a bit weird but we had some drinks and it was all good fun, I have a huge lovebite to prove it! Was a bit weird after tho. I'd like to see him again but I kinda think he's not interested and that's why I've been moping. Before we met he was really forward but now it seems to have changed. The stupid thing is that I probably don't even I like him that much, but I think it's just that I want him to want me, and the fact that he doesnt appear to makes me want him more! Think this is all rebound mentality and I just want to be wanted! On the plus side everything is fine with Bob now and it doesnt hurt to see him with mary, slightly weird obviously but completely copable with!! I'm so relieved that things are ok, was so worried before I came back to uni that it would be horrible. Phew!

this week might kill me!

fucking internet connection i just wrote a really long blog and now its gone. fucking dammit

bored

*sigh* i'm so so bored tonight. feeling a bit lonely too, rach and bob are both out, ben and lucy are downstairs but i dont really want to intrude. i dont like being the only singleton in the house. i cant even turn to msn for solace, it's really playing up and keeps signing me out. dammit. not that theres really anyone good online to talk to. i dont feel like i've really spoken to anyone much today. *sigh* i need some friends. and a hug.

I think it's gonna be ok

Woo! We have internet in our house, may sad little life can resume it's normal process!!

Well I'm back at uni, at everything's going ok. I'm happy to be back, I *love* my new room, it's nice and big and seems to have a pink glow to it! Feel sorry for Bob and his tiny tiny room though, his own fault for being nice I guess!

Thinking that stuff I was worried about is going to be ok. Not feeling much emotional pain which is a good thing, can all seem a bit odd sometimes, especially after a few drinks but I think that will pass in a few weeks.

Been in an odd mood today. I really need to find a job so today I went into town with the intention of giving my cv to loads of places. I didn't hand out one! It seems about every shop in southamton has some sort of vacancy but for some reason I really didn't feel like talking to anyone!! I asked in HMV but they had just filled all their part time vacancies, this started me on a bit of a downer as I really wanted to work there! The only other place I asked in was the gadget store....really wish I hadnt....the guy I spoke to asked if I could sing or dance, I said dance maybe, then he asked me to dance right then and there. Now maybe if I hadn't been horribly hungover I would have obliged so I won't be working there....apparently you need to be a big show off. By this point I realised today wasn't a good day to find a job so I decided to walk all the way home from town.....stopping off to get my lip pierced on the way! After speaking to a guy (called Guy!) last night I kinda decided I wanted to do it today so I went for it. It hurt a lot, more than any of my other piercings, maybe more than most of my tattoo as well! Feels pretty weird eating etc and I have this horrible anticeptic mouthwash that is disgusting!! But I think i'm pleased I did it, life's too short!!

Can't be arsed to write anymore today!

A/IM is great. We rule.

tr-hell

The problem with getting excited about something and telling lots of ppl about it is that if it doesn't happen then you look like a bit of a loser! We didn't get to see Green Day on TRl on thursday which sucks loads! We had tickets and you'd expect it to be that you have a ticket and you queue up and it's a first come first served type affair. That would make sense. But no, they have this priority ticket system. If you have one of these then you are guaranteed entry. Now according to one of the security guards there's normally only about 10 people who have them. On thursday there were 56....and only 70 spaces in the studio....so that leaves 14 normal ticket holders. Bum. So we spent the rest of the day hanging around outside the studio like losers, bitching about the 14 year olds who got to go in. We got to see Green Day and Sum41 walk from their cars into the building and Alex Zane smoking a fag. Wow.

While i've been writing this TOTPSaturday is on the TV. I just saw something truly awful. They are called The Noise Next Door, their song is called Lock up your daughters......hmmm I don't think that's gonna be neccessary! They're basically another Busted style 'band'....and they're triplets....ugly triplets who cant sing or write songs it would appear. At least some of Busted are fit and they do have good pop songs if you like that sort of thing!

Today my throat really hurts. My mum seems to thing we have a bit of a cold going round my house.......so it looks like i'll be bringing some nice germs with me to southampton tomorrow!!

Getting my tattoo done today!! I'm so excited!! I'm not worried about the pain....maybe i'll change my mind on that later tho! Fingers crossed that nothing goes against me and it actually happens! - i'll be so disappointed!!

Will post again later. I need to do my good and bad points of the summer!